As most of you know

My mom passed yesterday. I am sorry for my kind of melt down yesterday.

They say she had a seizure in the ER and then was just gone. She was DNR. But they sadi she did not suffer, I am glad for that. And that she is with dad. I am happy andĀ  sad at the same time. I sure wanted her to get to see you on here, but it never happened.

I don’t think I couldĀ  get thru this without all of you. Ted is really stepping up to the plate, too. He took over yesterday, a good thing.

I have lots of calls to make, but I needed some down time first, so I came here. I will do a workout in a bit, too.

I am so gald we took those decorations to mom. That really meant alot to her.

She got to wear her new jammies at least once.

I know she and dad and all our family are having a party up there.

I know she tried to hang on but I think her body gave out.

Ted says this is prob for the best, she wasn’t happy and he hated to see us both in so much pain. I know he is right, but I still miis her and dad, too.

Well, I am ok, I will be ok, I do have all my God sent support. I love you all. Thanks for all the prayers and support.

20 Comments so far

  1. LaTina @ December 30th, 2008

    Kama, my deepest condolences…

    I know you just went through all this with your dad, I can’t imagine having to go through it all again.

    My thoughts are with you.

  2. harleygirl @ December 30th, 2008

    Love you :)

  3. WonderWoman @ December 30th, 2008

    So sorry Kama. Now she has no worries. She is at peace. Stay strong.

  4. TerisJourney @ December 30th, 2008

    You are in my thoughts and prayers. God bless you my friend. May you find peace thru it all.

  5. astrongnewme @ December 30th, 2008

    I am so sorry about this and have been thinking of you and your mother since I found out. I truly believe our loved ones are still with us in some way after they are gone. I think she would be proud to see you working out today and taking care of yourself. Lots of hugs to you and your family.

  6. coolbird30 @ December 30th, 2008

    You know where I stand. You keep doing what you need to and you know where I am when you need me! Love you!!!

  7. thrive @ December 30th, 2008

    goosebumps and hugs. i think the goosebumps are about the love that you demonstrated to your parents the whole time i have known you. they must be so proud of you and the beautiful, giving, determined woman that you are. hugs and more hugs for you. (((KAMA)))

  8. JustJane47 @ December 30th, 2008

    Oh Kama, my heart literally broke when I heard the news. I’ve cried on and off for you my friend.

    You were the BEST daughter any parents could ever want. You’ve all had a rough year, and I’m praying for a good year in 2009..
    Love you soooooooooooo much
    Jane

  9. easybreezy @ December 30th, 2008

    I am sorry for your loss. You said it she’s in a better place and probably happier than she has been in a long time. I wish you all the best with everything to come.

  10. AndCounting @ December 30th, 2008

    (((hugs))) and prayers being sent your way.

  11. khmerbeauty @ December 30th, 2008

    I’m so glad Ted stepped up Kama. I’m glad she did not suffer. You are so right, she is with your dad now. BIG HUG Sweetie. Hang in there k?

  12. somemansdream @ December 30th, 2008

    Kama,
    I was sorry to hear about your mom. Now, you have two angels in heaven to watch over you. I think your mom is going to be happy to be with your dad again.
    Thank goodness for Ted. He’s been a champ through all of this. Love & prayers, Debbie

  13. Dagny @ December 30th, 2008

    Hi Kama, I just wanted you to know that I am sorry to hear about your mother.
    I’m glad you enjoyed your Christmas with her though. I’m glad she did not suffer. Your right, she is an angel now, and in heaven with your father!
    Take care of yourself. (((Kama)))

  14. moonbeam65 @ December 30th, 2008

    ((((Kama))), my heart goes out to you.

  15. beckyboo @ December 30th, 2008

    Kama, I am so very sorry for your loss. It is clear that you helped make your mother’s time here worthwhile. Though you report a rocky middle to your relationship, you made them proud parents, doing a great job as their daughter. Sending love, hugs and prayers your way—

  16. readytoemerge @ December 30th, 2008

    Kama…You are in my heart and in my prayers. I pray that even through the heartache, you can find comfort in God’s arms…
    Much love to you…I am so deeply sorry for the losses. Sending you a big hug Kama…I hope you can feel the love lifting you up…

  17. bleckwoman @ December 30th, 2008

    You are in my thoughts and prayers.

  18. robertspage @ December 31st, 2008

    I lost my mom a few years ago and I still hurt sometimes. It’s never easy. hang in there. remember the good things and fond memories.

  19. Tammy @ January 1st, 2009

    Many, many prayers going up for you and your family, Kama.

  20. rebecca94 @ January 6th, 2009

    Just catching up on blogs now, so I apologize for the lateness of this comment. So sorry that your mom passed. It’s so hard to lose people that are close to us, in such a short amount of time. Keeping you in my prayers.

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