I missed my home!!!

kitten-wild-comingback.jpg wild kitten image by abdogxWow, being gone for 3 days sucks!!

So sorry, I had to do that. But our computer is fixed as of last nite!!

I was just so swamped with all the preparations for dad’s memorial. Saturday we had to get mom’s medicine, fill out 3 sets of forms for the VA, and then go thru more pictures of dad.

Then Sunday I made 3 collages, each titled “Dean’s Life” they turned out awesome.

I also colored my haird Saturday, and mom cut it yesterday. Then we made copies of pics of dad to send to Holly and sent those out.

All I need to do now is write a “Eulogy” any ideas on how to do that right would be appreciated.

Also, we wanted to give away some blue forget me not flowers as a token for guests to plant in dad’s honor. I am having to make the bags myself as it would just be too expensive other wise, but I think it will be fun. We had to call all around just to get the seeds!

So, busy, busy, plus my cousins are here from out of town.

I am doing ok, much as I still cry alot more than I am comforable with. But I know that is normal and I will always miss my dad, I know.

Mom is doing so so, she is stronger than she thinks she is. I love spending time with her.

Her blood sugar was up yesterday, but I think it is stress and a muffin she ate(My bad, I had one too, was low fat, but prob not low sugar)

I have been keeping up with my workouts, but my eating has been so, so. I do ok for a bit, and then a binge hits. I had a bad one Friday nite. I won’t even say what I ate, but it was bad.

I am trying to make up for it with my workouts. I did an hour and 20 minutes on Saturday and 30 minutes this morning, all Biggest Loser workouts.

Well I am sorry I missed weigh in this weekend for all the teams, but it couldn’t be helped.

I sure missed you all so very much.

Well gonna go post

Oh and I am still hanging in Anj’s and my challenge.

Anyone know of a sodium counter I could print out??

Love you all!

2 Comments so far

  1. Jennifer @ October 28th, 2008

    Missed you too Kama. You are a bright light. Take care. Sometimes I think I need a team to get it done (eating well and exercising) but I am going to give the day a Wildcat kick in the behind and get myself MOVING.

    My thoughts are with you. Remember, what ever you feel like doing, it is all good. Just be you! Sometimes it is pretty, other times, not so much. But real is the healthiest and best we can do for our health and well being. You are doing awesome, truly.

    Way to go with the great Saturday workout. Yah baby! *hugs* Have a great week. :)

  2. harleygirl @ October 28th, 2008

    Hey girl! I forgot to ask you yesterday how your hair turned out. Would love to see a pic. :) Glad that the collages were exactly what you were looking for. I think the memorial will be good closure for you. I am so proud of you for staying on track with the exercise even if you do slip with your eating. You just plain old rock! Love ya!

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