I am numb
Hello buddies. I am completely numb right now. Mom and I got called to the hospital yesterday. Dad is completely unresponsive. His vitals are good, but he won’t wake up, or voluntarily move. They are not sure why, yet. The have done a bunch of test but didn’t know the results yet. I am so scared, I tried to be strong for mom, but I broke down. I just want my dad back, the way he used to be.
So we prayed for him and asked for hom to be healed, and we also asked for God’s will to be done. Neither mom or I are ready to let him go. I know he has held on this long for us. I keep hearing that song “you can let go” in my head, really gets to me each time I hear it.
I am trying to hang in there with my eating, have NOT binged, but I have slipped a little, Had KFC last nite, but stuck to a plate, so I couldn’t have seconds.
I did do my Biggest Loser workout yesterday, the whole 50 minutes, I am real sore, not sure I will be able to get one in today or not.
Well, I need to post, I love you all, and appreciate your prayers. Have a great Sunday.
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Honey, it’s a very difficult time for you. Deep breath. Either way, you know that you did your best for your dad. You tried the best you could and there are things that are just beyond your control.
I wish I could reach through the screen and hug you.
We become frightened little kids when something really bad happens to our parents. It’s okay to be scared. Ask Ted to hold you very tight.
(((KAMA)))
Kama, I will be praying for you all…asking God to hold you up, strengthen you and know you are loved. (((((((((Kama)))))))))
Please be online….. I want to hug.
Thoughts and prayers are with you and your family…
You just take care and keep looking after yourself. Listen to your body and do what it suggests. *hugs*
Your family is in my thoughts in prayers.
I know how the songs can get to you…when my gram died there were a few songs that would make me cry when I heard them…and some when I hear them still make me remember that time. Though songs make me recall emotions when I hear them I guess (good or bad times)
Hang in there. *hugs*
I am very sorry to hear about you Dad. Your family is in my prayers.
***HUG*** I am praying for you and your faimily to have strenghth for what ever God has in his plans! ***HUG***
I am sorry to hear that you and your family are going through such a tough time my prayers are with you and you family.
You wll remain in my prayers! My grandmother passed away in August after a year long battle with cancer which had at that point been in remission, but the effects of the treatments just tore her down and so I really understand the pain it is to worry about a family member like that. Keep your head up and your prayers going. God is an awesome God and he will listen. In the bible it says pray anything in my name and it shall be done unto you! I will pray in Jesus name your father will be healed!!
Kama, I am so sorry~! Sending you hugs and prayers! Peace…remember God is with you…and your dad!
Kama, my heart goes out to you and your family. Prayers for you & your family.
Love Debbie
((((kama))))
I wish there was more to do than offer moral support. May God grant you the serenity to accept what you cannot control and the strength to get through whatever he sends your way.
I am so sorry, I can’t imagine what you are dealing with. I am here if you want to talk.
Oh sweetie, I’m so sorry that you’re going through this! You continue to be in my prayers. ***hugs*** I wish there was more I could do.
Oh sweetie, I’m so sorry that you’re going through this! You continue to be in my prayers. ***hugs*** I wish there was more I could do.
There can never be too many prayers.
You and your dad and rest of the family are in my prayers too.
You are strong Kama and you are doing an amazing job of being there for your mom and your dad.
Lean on Ted and let him be your strength.
I know you also have your faith in god to help you.
You will get through this, you are getting through this.
Big huge hugs
Lori
Oh my sweet friend Kama. I’m in tears now after reading your blog.
I can imagine how scared you are. Like others said, lean on Ted. He can help you through some of this. I know Alan did for me.
Always, always, always in my prayers Kama.
Love you so much
Jane
Oh sweet Kama, I’m in tears after reading your blog.
I am so sorry for the pain you all are suffering. As others have suggested, lean on Ted. Let him hold you up for awhile. Without Alan, I would have never made it through.
Love you so much….always in my prayers
Jane
You and your mom and dad are always in my thoughts and prayers!
Biggest HUGS!
So sorry Kama. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
GIANT hugs for you Kama. It’s okay to break down, be numb, be what you are. I am thinking of you!
So Sorry Kams, I will keep you all in my prayers. Here is a big (((HUG))) for you…
Kama, I am very sorry! You and your family will be in my prayers! We all are sending a (((((group hug))))) for you!
Kama so sorry to hear about your Dad know you and your parents are in my prayers, big hug for you girl
Just remember whos hands he is in. God is with you and so are we
I am so sorry Kama. There is nothing I can say to make you feel better. I will continue to pray for you and your family.
Sorry Kama, I will keep your dad in my prayers.