Please pray, buddies, have a hard decision
Well, I have some news, good and bad. The lady from the State aid plan called me today. The good news is mom is medically eligible, the bad news is that she and dad would lose all their income except for a pittance each month. They have a car that they need, too. I know they don’t want to do this. So maybe the best thing will be for mom to just move into a smaller place and continue to have help come in? I just don’t know, and dad may have to stay where he is. This sucks, and I have to talk to mom and dad and give the lady our decision by Monday.
Well ,other than that I am ok. I did have a small binge attack last nite. Ted had ordered us pizza, and I was too tired by the time I got home from the hospital and all to turn it down. And I ate 3 peices! Then at about 11:30, I woke up craving sweets, I was able to calm it down with graham crackers and sugar free pudding, but I didn’t need the calories.
I know it was all emotional, but I need to deal with it somehow.
I am going to church tonite, for Bible study and am planning to ask for prayer, too.
This is tough, and I don’t know which is the right way to go, but God said to wait on Him, so that is what I am tring to do.
Sorry if this is a downer. I just wanted to share. Love you all. Kama
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Oh, Kama, I’m so sorry. What an incredibly awful decision! I wonder what your folks will choose…if there is help coming in every day can your Dad go home? If not, I wonder if being together would be happier. Awe, do get some support tonight for yourself. You know I use food for support, too, but friends and faith seem to be much better at truly helping. love and hugs to you!
Okay, I’m gonna email you about this…I think I have some website I have that might be helpful.
I wish I knew what to tell you to do…glad to see that harleygirl there has a website that is going to help you. I am praying for God to show you the way. Don’t worry about the food you ate last night, with stress like you’re going through it is no surprise and seriously…you could’ve done much, much worse.
Hang in there my friend! Love you and am praying for you! ***HUGS***
I know God will guide you in the right direction Kama. I have faith and I know you do.
That doesn’t make it any easier I know. Wish I could give you a big ole hug right now
Hey its ok about the pizza….we all have them. If we didn’t we wouldn’t be human right?
Your in my prayers daily.
Love you lots, Jane
I’m sure your Mom and Dad want to be together? Only you know that. Think about it from there..money is money…if they are taken care of…then, they won’t need too much of it anyway…your decision, but I do keep you and your parents in my prayers, I know how ard this really is, the answer will come to you eventually, but in the end if it is their choice to stay together…how could you, then I would do all I could to make that possible. Just thoughts, hope this helps….love ya, and please take care of yourself.
I’m sorry to hear this. Hopefully something will work out though. I’ll keep your family in my thoughts.
Don’t worry about the overeating, you already have enough to worry about. Perhaps finding outlets for your emotions (like blogging) is the best thing to do when you need to sort through things.
I am sure God will answer your prayer. He knows what is best. He will lead you…
it was probably the msg in the pizza that make you crave…
everyday is a new day! Praying you will hear the Lord’s voice about what to do next!
OMG Kama you are such a trooper. Hang in there!!! Vent any time and please don’t feel guilty about feeling all that pressure on your shoulders. You’re going through a tough time and it’s okay for you to come on here and share with us. We’re all with you Kama!!!
I will pray for you and your family.