kamaperry

Finally made it on. Well, I got all my house cleaning and laundry done. AND the most important thing is I spent some good time with Ted. We did alot of talking, and it was so good. He really opened his heart to me. He has felt like I have no time for him. So I have to change that. No more working out in the evenings, they will be reserved for relaxing and time with him. I also need to have time for myself in other interests, and taking time with friends too. You can say I have been obsessed.

Don’t worry, I will still be here, but may take days off occasionally. I am not giving up this fight, but realize I do need balance. Too bad they don’t have a guidance manual on how to live after losing weight, right? I do know I will always have to eat right and exercise, this is a lifestyle change, that I can never let down on. But I have been doing this to the exclusion of almost everything else. I can’t keep doing that.

I love all of you so much, and couldn’t have done this without you. I will still be here for you, just have to take time for ALL my loved ones, and myself, too. I don’t want to burn out.

Thanks for all the comments and support, I have taken each and every one of them to heart.

Well, I have some not so great news, mom cancelled her dr appt on Wednesday, I am NOT happy about this. She thinks all her symptoms are due to stress, and she doesn’t feel well, and I think she is really fighting the whole thing. I’m not sure what to do at this point, and I can’t force her to go.

Other than that, I’m doing good, feel more focused. I know what I have to do in my personal life, you all helped alot. Ok, now I need to go post, love you guys! Hope you all had a great weekend!