Can’t sleep

Thought I would put some thought down. I get so depressed when sick, but thanks to WW, she set me straight and reminded me why I’m here.  I will NOT, absolutely will not let this sickness throw me off trakc! I AM A WILDCAT, and I WILL DO THIS THING AND SEE IT TO THE FINISH!!! Would be so selfish to waste this gift I have been given with this site and all of the beautiful people supprting me by just letting circumtstances get to me and make me cave. I won’t give in, hear me? I won’t give in!!! I have come too far to stop!!! Just because I got sick and have to respect it and my body does not mean I can quit!!! Yeah, I’m getting this feeling out so it doesn’t fester inside. I was at a meeting tonite, and a friend bought me a frappucino, and I drank it rather than hurt his feelings by telling him no. Another 200 calories! And it REALLY depressed me! I thought, What am I doing? I could see my self never having the gumption to work out again, or stay op(which I have for the most part), or anything! You know this is not like me! Well, I cam online thank God read reponses from you wonderful people, and then talked to WW, and I do feel better! My goal is to start my workouts back up Monday, sooner if I can. I’m Not going to let this get to me.

The cold meds make me feel nervous and unab;e to sleep, but I also think I needed to et this out. Thanks for bearing with me buddies, I love you all. And I give a very spoecial thanks to WW, who had to listen to me whine. Thanks agian!

She reminded me of why weare here, and this is the time we will do it, and see it to the finish. This will not be like all the other times we tried and failed. No, NOT this time!!! I need to get mad about it, and I am, because that is what keeps me moving, so with that on to victory!!! if this seems a bit scatered, it is due to cold meds and lack of sleep, lol. Ok, gonna try to go back to bed, will write more later. :shock:  :smile:

4 Comments so far

  1. WonderWoman @ June 29th, 2007

    Right lady! Any negative things that are in your head is just from being sick. Being sick makes us depressed and want comfort and all that. But as soon as you start feeling better, your old self will kick into gear again. You’ve been doing this too long to let a couple of sick days get you down. And I think you know this. Deep down you know this. And the more you get better, the more it will become clearer again. Hurry up and get well and get back at it. There is still weight to lose and we need to get at it! :mad:
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  2. MaggieWest @ June 29th, 2007

    Geez…I didn’t know you were sick! I truly hope you get back to feeling better quickly and can get back to your program. You have worked so hard and your motivation is admirable! Illnesses can get us down, but you have the right frame of mind to get right back up and go forth once you’re feeling well.

    I know you can do this and I know that you will. Get well very soon Kama!

    (((hugs)))

  3. mollys @ June 29th, 2007

    Hey Kama–You can and will do this! When we are sick, it is hard to think clearly! You are one of the hardest working people on our team–You ROCK!

  4. tashadiekan @ June 29th, 2007

    Hey Kama. I know how you must be feeling. Back when I was down with my UTI…(Urinary tract infection) I let it get me down….I was depressed because I just felt like I was off track and couldn’t really exercise. I just felt like giving up but I didn’t! You will be better soon and back to fighting form! We al know you aren’t ready to quit and you will come back stronger than ever!

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