Well the bf and I had a bit of a disagreement last nite. I have to admit, this relationship stuff is not all a bowl of cherries. But this is a good time to assert my new behavior, I will not go off my program just because I’m down. I know by experience that that won’t make me feel any better, and will in fact make things worse. Sorry to vent this here, but I’m still pretty upset about it. Time to focus way more on me and what I have to do for myself, and let him find his own way.
I have come too far to let this stop me.
Well sorry to be such a sad puss, but I thought it would help to get it out, I’m sure you all know about emotional eating, it is a trap I have fallen into many times.
And i refuse to do it this time.
Ok, enough of the sad stuff
I took alot of you’s advice and had a small “cheat” meal last nite: I was at church, and when it was over, the pastor said, “there are chili dogs and chips outside for everyone”, I at first thought, was gonna just leave but then I thought, my caloreis are low today, and I remembered about the “cheat” so I had one chili dog, a few tortilla chips with 2 bites of spinach dip, and one Kit Kat mini! Man, I felt like I was livin’! LOL It was great, and I didn’t evne go up an ounce!
Plus, I tokk a long half hour walk when I got home! So I faced my fear of the “cheat” and emerged unscathed!!! Yay!!!
Well off to read more blogs, you all have a great day!!!
