Morning from a lazy bum!

Lmao! Ok, maybe I am not lazy, but FINALLY well rested, and a I feel good in spite of TOM!

I really konked out last nite, didn’t wake up till about 9:30 this morning! I did have trouble getting to sleep at first, but I went for a walk and sat in the little picnic area our complex has, was nice and peaceful with a pretty breeze. Then I was able to come in and sleep.

How are we today? I got this from Jillian Michael’s website, and it is so good. Kinda goes along with what I was saying yesterday:

 
Friday July 25

Welcome to Losing It with Jillian Michaels, the newsletter designed to help you shed pounds, increase energy, and finally get fit for life!


Stay the Course
So you’re well on your way to achieving your weight-loss goals. Feels good, right? Remember, though, my program is about total health. Those changes you’re implementing in your life? They’ve got to be PERMANENT, baby. You might get into a size 8, or have a six-pack to show off, but that doesn’t mean you can cheat, get lazy, or stop counting your calories.Keep in mind, all this work — mental and physical — is helping you look at your life in new ways, with deeper insight and understanding. The bottom line is this: You can never go back to your old way of life if you want to maintain your new physique. You’re on the wagon, my friend. As with any kind of recovery, just because you’re rehabilitated doesn’t mean you can’t relapse.

All that soul-searching and honest examination has to continue. All those behavior modifications and healthy, life-affirming habits you learned have to stay in place every day for the rest of your life.

I know, it sucks and it’s hard. Whatever. It’s the truth. The good news is that it will get easier. You’ll get accustomed to how awesome it feels to treat yourself well, not to mention how awesome you look every time you catch your reflection in a store window or look in the mirror! Eventually, behaviors and choices you’ve had to think through will become gut instinct.

You can do this. Remember, you’re doing it right now.

Yes, and we ARE doing it, each and every day, right?

Let me clarify this, though, I am not coming from a place where I hate my body or the changes (yes, aging too) that I see. I just know that to get and stay healthy must be a constant, very aware way of thinking and acting. I have gotten to where it is almost second nature(notice I say almost), but I do have my days, when I would rather flop down on the couch with a big old bacon cheeseburger and curly fries! So the monster isn’t dead, just sedated.

I refuse to give in to it. Why would I want to go back to shortness of breath, chest pain, swollen ankles, etc?

Someone said I looked like I had difficulty breathing before, and yes I did. I couldn’t even walk across the parking lot at work without being in pain. To be  able to walk like other people do is such a blessing.

I will fight to keep blessings like that.

Ok, guess I had alot on my heart today.

I didn’t do so well, with my eating yesterday, succumbed to snacking on whole grain saltines, and some whole wheat pretzels, but at least I passed up some donuts, and the popcorn!

Was not gonna eat dinner last nite, but my good buddy Lori told me I would be better off with a good dinner, so I would be less likely to munch, so I did.

I am up a little in weight, but I think with TOM that could be the reason. Planning to do a good workout today, and clean house, that should burn some off.

Going to mom’s tomorrow, to fill out her paperwork, Poor mom, she got her bank account it a mess, she has to wait until the 3rd for her check, but she said she is ok on food, and I can put some gas in that car, and get her anything she needs from the store, and she is ok on her meds.

Ok, well, did I lose you all yet? I just love you all and I love my Fridays when I can come here and take as long as I want! I have decided to have one of my weekend days be a slow day, just to do what I want, and take care of my house and not go anywhere.

Tomorrow nite, planning to go to my meeting again, too. I will prob have the car to get groceries on Sunday and the go fill up mom’s syringes, but today is MY day! After I work out and clean I will treat myself to kicking back tonite, anddoing my nails and watching a movie.

Ok enough of my rambling, need to go check email and post, Hugs to you all and have a great day!

Time to fight!!

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snipshotCA7OO6PS.jpg fight club image by pyrogod200Ok, buddies, so this is where I am today. I am sick of letting life get in my way. Tempted to give in and quit. But like Jillian says in her video, we wanna be fit and healthy? We have to fight for it, WE HAVE TO FIGHT FOR IT!!!

I will never give up, never give in and never let down. I was almost feeling too tired to workout this morning, and then I got mad. This is NOT gonna keep me down!!

So to all my buddies out there, who will join my fight club? Let’s all turn into lean, mean fat fighting machines. Love you all!

Hello!!

Ok, gonna try and be more upbeat today, lol.

Thanks for all the support and nice comments yesterday.

Well, my back is some better, most of the pain is now in my upper back. I did not workout, since I was so sore, I will tomorrow, though. I get to feeling like a slug when I don’t workoutslug *gasp*

Plus, TOM is attacking big time. Oh well, such is life.

VERY proud of mom, she went to her diabetes dr appt on her own yesterday! He took her off the Glyburide, since she is on insulin, and gave her diet and exercise advice, and she had to go back in 6 weeks, so it seems that is going better. Will get with her some time this weekend to fill out forms.

I’m doing ok, kinda having a problem with wanting to eat everything in sight, but I haven’t.

Well, time to go post, hope you all are having a great day! Hugs!

you ever feel like doing this?

1176360224144.gif Lol, well I think all of you who have read my blogs for awhile, know about our team lead, she drive me nuts. I am out of work to do, and she takes forever to get back to you on what to do next!

Ok, I am whiney today, TOM has hit, and I am crampy and I think I strained my back lifting my new exercise bike Sunday nite. My back hurts BAD. Woke up late this morning, didn’t get a workout in, and now may have to nurse my sore back tonite.

Now for the good news! I won highest production at work for our team, and my prize was  2 movie tickets! Also, they are having a pizza party for us at work on Thursday, so I requested thin crust veggie, they said they could do that.

Sorry to be so gripey.

Just my mood. Mom told me last nite, she had forgotten to take her insulin until last nite, and then she was gonna cancel her dr appt with her diabetes dr! I told her absolutely not, Jeez, I can’t be with her every second! Yeah, it upset me.

Anyways, again, sorry for griping.

I did do better with my calories yesterday, kept it under 1300, and today so far is looking good as long as I don’t give in to the hormonal munchies.

Well, time to go post, Love you all.

Happy Monday!!

HAPPY MONDAY July 21
FURTHERMORE, BRETHREN, we beg and admonish you in [virtue of our union with] the Lord Jesus, that [you follow the instructions which] you learned from us about how you ought to walk so as to please and gratify God, as indeed you are doing, [and] that you do so even more and more abundantly [attaining yet greater perfection in living this life].
1 Thessalonians 4:1

In 1 Thessalonians 2:13, Paul wrote, “When you received the message of God [which you heard] from us, you welcomed it not as the word of [mere] men, but as it truly is, the Word of God, which is effectually at work in you who believe [exercising its superhuman power in those who adhere to and trust in and rely on it]” (emphasis mine).
 
The Bible says that God’s Word works in those who believe it. So no matter what you see today, believe that God is working on your breakthrough.

I need to beleive God for a breakthrough for me. I know He can do it, having some personal issues that have nothing to do with weight loss. My mom, my relationships, etc.

I know will guide me thru this. Also, feels like TOM maybe creeping up. Feeling a little tired and yucky from that.

How are you all today?

I did do a good workout, and I’m trying to keep my calories under 1300 a day this week, doing good so far.

Not much news here, still working on the info for mom’s meds, thanks for all the input!

Hugs and love to you all!

My parents

They are celebrating their 63rd wedding anniversary This coming Tuesday nite! Mom got permission from the nursing home to take dad out to dinner! I am so proud of them. I wanted to share this real quick. Nite all!

Movie review!

Saw “Mama Mia” tonite, and I highly recommend it! I smiled and laughed and almost cried at times!

Had a great time with Lynne, and then we went to eat after.

Also, picked up an exercise bike for free off of Freecycle.com, in excellent shape, just needs to be cleaned up, am gonna write for the manual, too.

Was an awesome evening, and now I am off to bed. love you all!

Good Morning!

Was able to get Joyce’s devotion, here ya go!

Do Your Best

July 20
But if anyone should sin, we have an Advocate (One Who will intercede for us) with the Father—[it is] Jesus Christ . . . And He [that same Jesus Himself] is the propitiation (the atoning sacrifice) for our sins, and not for ours alone but also for [the sins of] the whole world.
1 John 2:1-2

You are responsible to people, but God has not made you responsible for their joy. You may have children, or siblings, or a spouse God has given you to love and nurture who seem uninterested in your testimony. Some people just refuse to be happy, so don’t let them steal your joy.

You cannot fix anyone, and you shouldn’t take the blame for everything that goes wrong in someone else’s life. Obviously, you cannot make everybody you know believe in Jesus. But you can get up every day and do your best, and then trust God for the rest

Another good one! A great reminder not to let other’s steal our joy, ’cause there ARE people like that.

We had some excitement here and not the good kind. Ted said there was a shooting last nite just down the street at out favorite chinese restaurant!

And then, there was this suspicious looking guy wandering around outside this morning looking hihg on something, he was looking in all the cars and knocking on doors just looking all tweaked out!

So Ted had me call and report it, so I did.

Well, still maintaining. I am gonna try some of the advice I have seen on plateaus, really gonna be a stickler on the calories.

Good luck to all the weight loss teams!

Well, I gotta go post, will come back later and read blogs, love you all!

Happy Saturday!! New pics!

I got my pics taken! Ted took them Thursday and last nite. Lol, I was nervous aobut my swimsuit pic!

Well, wanted to post Joyce’s devotion this morning, but either my computer is being stupid or the site just wouldn’t load. But thanks for all your support and kind comments on my last blog!

I agree, this site is NOT just about weight loss. It IS about life! I love being able to share honestly and openly, and if it helps someone else, then so much the better!

Well, ok, not sure what is going on with my weight, I weighed this morning, and I am up 2! Has to be the heat? I know I’m eating healthy and working out. Hmmm.

So what are YOU up to today? Well, let’s see, I have to do my posting on here, then do my workout, then do laundry, shower and go to mom’s to fill her syringes. I was gonna make lentil soup, but that will have to wait till I’m not so busy. Then, tonite, I am gonna meet my sponsor at a CMA meeting(Crysal Meth Anonymous, for those of you who don’t know) So it will be a full day. Tomorrow will be fun though, in the afternoon getting together with my friend Lynne to go and see a movie, hopefully will see “Sex in the city” I sure hope so.

Well, I sure love you all, I couldn’t have gotten thru all this with out you. I had a good prayer time this morning, and prayed for my awesome buddies! Well time to go post. Hope you all like the pics! Hugs! Kama

Ordinary Days

July 18
They who sow in tears shall reap in joy and singing.
Psalm 126:5

Our days in the kingdom of God are like seeds scattered upon the ground. We must continue to sleep and rise, night and day, while the seeds that we sow through our words and deeds sprout and grow and increase (See Mark 4:26–28).

Most days are not full of excitement, and some days are more difficult to endure than others. But we can learn to enjoy the ordinary and the challenging days of our lives. As the earth produces first the blade, then the ear, and finally the full grain in the ear, so will our lives produce a great harvest from our faithfulness in sowing righteousness.

Continue to do what you know is right to do, and enjoy this ordinary day. You are one day closer to a joyful harvest.

Good morning, buddies. I sure needed this today. Am feeling tired and a bit burnt out.

But I will continue to put one foot in front of the other and keep doing the next right thing.

Plus, today’s quote reminded me that we are not in this alone, and we do hold each other up:

July 18, 2008

Quote of the Day
“We cannot swing up on a rope that is attached only to our own belt.”
– William Ernest Hocking

So, with all that said, how are you today? I’m ok, got to bed kind of late, was spending more time with Ted, we talked until late, was real good. He is so good for me. See, I am still working on alot of issues with my recovery(from drug addiction as some of you know), and I have been told that you don’t mature emotionally beyond the point that you start using drugs, so that means that sometimes I have the emotionla make up of a teenager! Not always, but I do. So, I still have alot to do on myself, especially on the inside. Working on self esteem, and insecurity and trying to not be “high maintenance” emotionally, this is hard.

Planning ot do a good workout today, still not sure which one. Just want to be home today, and take things slow. Will call mom later, plus check out some websites to help mom with her meds.

Ted is gonna ride to California on Sunday with some friends to go to some drug program meetings, this will be so good for him. I am glad to see him getting out. I need to go back to meetings too, has been hard with taking care of mom.

Sorry if I sound depressed, I’m not, just tired, and trying to take it all in.

Hope you all have a good day! Hugs, to you all!

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